I think maybe part of it is aso I watched so late and... it's nto that I didnt' fidn it emotional, it was that it was like, from ep 48 forward, it was just punch after punch after punch, so I was more kind of just... you know, rolling with the punches. I still haven't really processed it.
Another thing is, "everyone dies" was the only CONCRETE spoiler I knew, but in between references people say, and in reading a sentence here or there before hitting the back button at places like Igadevil's, and also in the evasions you guys would make when talking about stuff (not your fault, I love you guys for being so careful to keep me as unspoiled as possible), I actually picked up a lot of pieces of the puzzle. I knew there was a reset button since Ryuki no Sekai, for instance. But the thing is I didn't put the puzzle together right... which is okay, I love the fact that I didn't figure it out and that there were so many surprised along the way. But I guess... I prepared myself for certain things that I assumed were a done deal, and then OTHER stuff happened instead and it was all kind of... a roller coaster and it left me kind of shell shocked, to be honest.
also because I felt they were all executed so well
Oh, definitely, I agree. It was all really well done. The one I wasn't so sure about was Ren's, I guess because I was kind numb by it all, specially the nobody really on aspect of it, and I hadn't thought about it as deeply as you had. But now that you've brought it to my attention, yeah. That.
So, yeah. This was such a bitter ending for me. (A bunch of brilliant stuff... ) and it's just such an empty "happiness" because... it's not a happy ending when you don't have a beginning. It left me feeling hollow, like I wanted to be sad for this sad story I just watched, but I couldn't, because it never happened. And I just loved the way they did that, the way they played me up and got me real good on the last joke. Damn trolls.
THIS. SO MUCH THIS.
You just expressed my feelings about the end perfectly, much better than I could have because it's such a jumble of feelings and thoughts still, that I just couldn't put them in order, but, yeah. What you said. Exactly. *_*
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Another thing is, "everyone dies" was the only CONCRETE spoiler I knew, but in between references people say, and in reading a sentence here or there before hitting the back button at places like Igadevil's, and also in the evasions you guys would make when talking about stuff (not your fault, I love you guys for being so careful to keep me as unspoiled as possible), I actually picked up a lot of pieces of the puzzle. I knew there was a reset button since Ryuki no Sekai, for instance. But the thing is I didn't put the puzzle together right... which is okay, I love the fact that I didn't figure it out and that there were so many surprised along the way. But I guess... I prepared myself for certain things that I assumed were a done deal, and then OTHER stuff happened instead and it was all kind of... a roller coaster and it left me kind of shell shocked, to be honest.
also because I felt they were all executed so well
Oh, definitely, I agree. It was all really well done. The one I wasn't so sure about was Ren's, I guess because I was kind numb by it all, specially the nobody really on aspect of it, and I hadn't thought about it as deeply as you had. But now that you've brought it to my attention, yeah. That.
So, yeah. This was such a bitter ending for me. (A bunch of brilliant stuff... ) and it's just such an empty "happiness" because... it's not a happy ending when you don't have a beginning. It left me feeling hollow, like I wanted to be sad for this sad story I just watched, but I couldn't, because it never happened. And I just loved the way they did that, the way they played me up and got me real good on the last joke. Damn trolls.
THIS. SO MUCH THIS.
You just expressed my feelings about the end perfectly, much better than I could have because it's such a jumble of feelings and thoughts still, that I just couldn't put them in order, but, yeah. What you said. Exactly. *_*